{Have a spooky one:)}

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

I hope you all have a fantastic one

go get your costume lovin, booty shakin, candy corn eatin, scary movie watchin on tonight!

im gonna want to hear lots of stories next week:)

picture via {here}

{cause of my mush}

Please someone just get it over with.

I can't take the {tiny house} anymore. its turning my brain into mush. just when I think that I am done and ready to move on with the next step, the teacher wants me to change a few things, which ends up taking all day long!!

I guess it is gearing me up for "real life"

BLAH.

I love my major. I love my major. I love my major.

I love my major. I love my major. I love my major.

I love my major. I love my major. I love my major.

I love my major. I love my major. I love my major.

just think in 6 weeks it will be all over.

6 weeks. 6 weeks. 6 weeks.

6 weeks. 6 weeks. 6 weeks.

6 weeks. 6 weeks. 6 weeks.

picture via {here}

{I want that dress}

This week I was able to go to a Fashion Show in SLC, and it was amazing!! Interior designers were paired up with interior materials suppliers and had to make a piece of clothing out of that material. 2 of my professors paired up and did a dress in the event and us students were invited to come along. it was an AMAZING night. I met a lot of designers and get some "in's" for my internship year.

These guys were out entertainment before the show started and they were amazing.

More pics to follow when I get them. and the delicious dress that won!!! {HINT: out of wood chips.... so amazing}

{There is no place like home-no more}

I went home this weekend to grab a few things{food}{yeah Im that poor that I shop at my casa, pathetic I know}

But when I was there I didn't feel like saying, "there is no place like home" because it didn't feel like home anymore.

My dad and Annie are not there anymore.

Their smell no longer lingers there.

I felt so strange turning the key and just walking in. I felt like I need to knock and wait.

It felt so strange....... and I don't know why.

Maybe it's because of all the changes that are happening in the next few months{like the motha getting remarried} yep!ya'll heard me R-to the-E-to the-MARRIED{that is a whole new post on its own}

Or maybe because of this change, all my fathers things are disappearing from the house and it makes me want to cry.

Im gonna say it: Im not ready, its too soon.

Maybe some of you will judge me and just tell me to get over it, think of your mother, its not that soon, blah blah blah.

I understand all of it, I do. TRUST ME.

BUT IM NOT READY. so all you judgers, you deal with that.

That doesn't mean I am not supportive, that Im rebelling. it simply means I having a hard time with it.

I don't feel like the home I grew up in since I was 3 years old is home anymore and that is very hard for me to grasp. I feel like I can't just go home anytime I want, because I don't know what I will run into, I feel like I have to make an appointment.

I miss those famous words that little Dorthy says with delight coming out of my very own lips. I miss my home, and I think that is why I am having a hard time with being productive.

There is no place like home-no more.

Picture via {here}

{Redo Please}

Can I just start this week over?

I was so unproductive. and out of all the weeks.......

I need a redo button and hit that fast.

I need to regenerate my mind, and be inspired again.

any suggestions?

picture via {here}

{Raindrops on roses....}

Here are just a few of my favorite polaroids from the summertime

I just love ROLLIP

{All right bring on the Roast}

K here it is, the Beast!!

Please take a look and let me know what you think!! please tell me the good the bad the ugly, any suggestions will do!!

Its a little different, but it had to be out of the box, no traditional{sorry Justin} so its extremely modern.

Cement Walls and floors, with white tile for the exterior{like the Getty Center in LA,}{go here for amazing pictures} a lot of big windows for natural lighting and sweet lighting techniques on the inside. Im not sure on everything on the inside, but that will come later.

Ill post more elevations later {im tired}

***you might want to click on each photo to get a close up**

and sorry about the colors, they help me with line weights in AUDO CADD so their are kinda hard to see. but hopefully you get the idea

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE leave critiques, I need all the help I can get!!

{oh that house...}

grrrrrrrrrrrrr.

the house is driving me crazy.

I have a concept and its good {Im not conceded, my teachers say so}

but I can't get it to that "AHH" factor.

and I am so so frustrated. and time is running out.

the plans soon to come, if I can ever finish it.

I just needed to vent. or else the apt. window would have felt the wrath.

Picture from {here}

{ahhhh relax and listen for wisdom}

I hope all of you have a great weekend:)

Mostly because of LDS General Conference. A great time to regenerate and learn new wisdom from our prophet and many many other wonderful leaders. How lucky are we that we have this twice a year to adhere wisdom, learn and grow, and become better saints.

I love my faith.

p.s for great pictures of the LDS temple. go {here}or just {here} for her blog, she is fantastic.

p.p.s How great is this: Temple in Brigham City UTAH!!